i'm blessed because i met you, and i get the opportunity to talk to you, see you, get to know you, and spend as much time as i want to with you. i admit, i was jealous of that other chick coz she's all you talked about, but what you and i have is untouchable, unreachable, undeniable, and unbreakable. having to know you as much as i do is way more important than all the other relationships other people have with one another. and thanks for making everyday such a good one, and making sure i was alright :) no one can pay me enough to trade my friendship with you. //// why is it that everytime you have something good, it just refuses to stay that way? it always seems to have to come down to having to choose between one or the other. but what if you don't want to have to choose between the two? but you wanna keep both, but it resfuses to work together? then what?

just a piece of reality.

how can you tell the difference whether or not it's the way you feel or is it just your mentality that's forcing you to act a certain way? i honestly have no clue anymore, do i really like you, or do i think i like you? has it always been that way?

caught myself falling over and over again, constantly hurting myself, now that i realized, is it really worth the pain? i loved you then, and i always will, i just wish you knew.